Thoughts

well here i am again, i can help but think about my girlfriend (who i shall call L in my blog) there is something about her, she is all i can think about, it reminds me of the time when we first started talking, i cant get her off my mind, I'm happy bout this, its fun how in the beginning things become so cautious trying not to feel a certain wat in order to not be hurt but as things grow and deepen these thing are thrown into the wind its not a i shud limit this feeling its a lets make it deeper, so here i sit at the kitchen table and think about this depth, its so new to me, i never knew this was possible, either way i don't care, i love her, i cant help but think about a future with her, cant help but think about spending the rest of my life with her, she make me happy, whether she can believe it or not, i am happy. happy I'm hers, and happy shes mine.